I used to feel disadvantaged for not being able to release or express my emotion easily. People tend to call me 'emotionless' as they can't see a difference between my mood changing. The reason of being disadvantaged because I think that sometimes we need to release our anger. Sometimes we need an outburst to show people that we are not weak.
But then I learned something.
Anger is not a symbol of power. Well, it might be, if we can channel it in a proper and right way. But most people just let their anger till they lose themselves. Most of them do it because they feel insecure. They feel insecure because they are under pressure or they are afraid to be proven wrong when they are not.
What I see, letting your anger take control of yourself is a stupid thing. It clouds your judgement. Your logic stops working. And one for sure, it's a self humiliation to let yourself explodes in front of public. That's not a symbol of power. That's a symbol of immaturity and weakness.
Now i feel grateful for having a natural emotion stabilizer. For not being impulsive in reacting to anything sensitive. For having time to think before I finally decide to explode.
“The best fighter is never angry.”
― Lao Tzu
